Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Can't break a broken heart

Try your best,baby,
Try to break me,
But you can't never...
You can never break a broken heart.

Hurt me before,
Hurt me right now,
But I won't feel pain,
Not now or anymore...

No damage you can do now,
I'm immune to you now...
You can't break what's broken apart.

Friday, May 16, 2014

Ticking time

Tick tock,
The clock is ticking,
Counting the seconds...

Tick tock,
The time passes by...
The day is flying by...

Tick tock,
The day is soon to come,
The day...
Where I come to say
"Goodbye,my crush".

Dripping rain?

Drip drop...
The sound of the rain...
Dripping down,
Falling down from the cloud,
Falling to the ground.

Drip,drop,drip...
My tears is falling,
As my heart can't no longer handle
the weight,
For my heart is in pain.

Drip,drop,drip,drop...
I'm crying,
Too much pain and sadness...
I cry because of you,
Missing you too hurt me.

Dripping rain,
Reflecting myself,
Reflecting my heart,
Reflecting my unrequited love toward you.

Tuesday, May 13, 2014

When September

I'm waiting for September...
To come as I say my goodbye
to you,
For I might lose you
And never to love you.

September,wherever are you?
I'm waiting over here...
With my heart shattering
To be broken as soon as it's September
I'm counting the days,
The days till my heart completely die
When September comes.

A thousand night

Missing you is like...
A thousand night with no stars,
Loving you is learning to face my fears...
Losing you is like...
Trying to know someone I've never met.

A thousand night with no stars...
Is a world without a light to shine...
A world full of darkness,
A world filled with sadness and pain,
This how I feel when I miss you,
This is my thousand nights with no stars.

Fallen angel

I'm a little angel,
Lost in the dark,
Sun has been covered up...
By the dark clouds,
Away from my eyes.

If I can't fly
Why god gave me wings?
Don't know why...
And I'll never know the reason...

Now I'm sitting on
Verge of the sea,
Waiting to share my sorrow...
With someone who care for me.

But I'm no longer the same...
Lost in the dark...
For too long...
My wings turn black,
I can't no longer turn back,
And now I've fallen...
I'm a fallen angel.

Monday, May 12, 2014

Painful Ending

I scream to soften the pain...
That's inside of me,
And let my tears fall like the rain...

I feel broken and torn,
Remembering the words
he never meant....
knowing those words...
weren't meant for me.

As I lye awake,
Wondering why and how...
I fell for him.

I crossed my heart,
Hoped to die...
With no regrets nor sorrow.

This is a painful ending,
I've never hope to happen.

Nature & Darkness

The softness of the wind blows,
The fresh smell of the grass after rain,
The clear view of the flowing water,
Anywhere I go,anything I see,
I see you right there in front of me.

In nature,I wondered...
In darkness,I've lost myself...
Where ever I go...
If you're not there...
Right beside me,
I'm a like lost child,
Who can't find her way home.

Will you?

My path is gone,
I can't go no longer...
Can't move forward...
Nor can I turn behind...

I've lost my way...
I'm lost...
In this dark world,
A world full of sadness
and loneliness.

My tears can't be seen,
My voice is left unheard,
My presence is like the wind,
As I come and go,
No one knows.

Will you see my tears?
Will you hear my voice?
Will you notice my very existence?
You the one I've love for long...
The one who shines my path,
My shining angel.

Thursday, May 8, 2014

L.O.L (Lots Of Love)

I keep on thinking about you,
Day and night,
To the moon and to the sun,
Wherever I go,there you are...

Shame on you if you fool me once,
Shame on me if you fool me twice,
But you weren't easy case to crack,
Should have known
But now I can't turn back....

Guess I really have fallen for you....

Sunday, May 4, 2014

With you...

Fading within the light,
Blinded by the darkness,
Blown away by the wind,
Pain is accompanying me,
I shall be gone as I've lost you,
Be gone away from this world
As I'm weak without you,

I could be anything
With you beside me
But without you,
I'm powerless,
I'm a monster...
Hiding beneath my very own skin...

Monday, April 21, 2014

HEART

The Rain falls
because the Clouds
can no longer Handle
the Weight...

The Tears fall
because the Heart
can no longer Handle
the Pain.

That's how I feel right now...
My heart is wavering...
My tears is falling...
I can't no longer smile...
Please,don't let me cry.

Crown

One who wears the crown,
Bears the crown.

Girls

This is for the  "I'm fine" girls...

the girls whose heart is actually breaking...
the girls who smile and nod...
the girls who are madly in love with a boy...
the girls who blink back their tears...
the girls who secretly cry themselves to sleep...
the girls who listen to sad music alone...
the girls who stare longingly at couples in malls...

because despite what we tell everyone else,
we are not fine at all...
we were never fine

P.S I know cause I'm going through it...

Lies

The two greatest lies we tell are
"I'm fine."
and
"Everything's going to be okay."

Because we're never
truly fine
And things only
gets harder...

#broken #myfeelings

She gave you everything you wanted...and she is everything you lost.She was the most you'll ever feel.She was the kindest person with a beautiful heart.If you ask me now,should you get her to be by your side?I'd say no.You don't deserve someone who took in your pain as hers.A woman who about you more than herself.A woman who let herself be broken by you so she could fix you.You don't deserve someone who would cry a million tears in the dead of night... and in the morning...she still loved you.Regrets are part of a life lesson.

Lesson:Don't fall for someone who's not there for you when you're in need or through the bad and good times.Be with the person who cares for you more than the world,a person that wiling to go through anything just to make you happy.

Alone in the dark

Alone in the dark... 
Searching and waiting...
For someone to come...
And take me away...
Away from the darkness...
And the pain of my soul.

Alone in the dark...
Crying for help...
Wishing and hoping...
That one day...
Someone would come and save me.

Alone in the dark...
Alone in the night...
I'm waiting for someone...
To lay me down...
Lay me down into my slumber.

My Life

My star is gone...
The light is fading...
My life force
is draining...

I'm slowly...
Disappearing into 
the darkness...
My soul is in pain...
I shall begone...
Begone away...
Away from this world...

This is my fairy tale...
This is my story...
I'm singing my song...
Please hear my voice...
And feel the meaning...
The meaning of my lyrics.

THIS IS MY LIFE...