Saturday, December 28, 2013

Angel with a shotgun part 1

I'm an angel with a shotgun,
shotgun,shotgun,
An angel with a shotgun,shotgun...

Get out your guns,
Battles begun,
Are you a saint or a sinner?
If love's a fight,
Then I shall die
with my heart on a trigger,
They say before you start a war,
You better know what you fighting for,
Well,baby you are that I adore,
If love is what you need,
A soldier I will be.
I'm an angel with a shotgun,
Fighting till' the wars won,
I don't care if heaven won't take me back.
I'll throw away my faith babe,
Just to keep you safe.
Don't you know you're everything I have?
And I wanna live not just survive
Tonight...

Sometimes to win,
You got to sin,
Don't mean I'm not believer.
And major Tom will 
sing along,
Yeah,they still say I'm a dreamer.


Friday, December 13, 2013

Wrong?

Is it wrong to love you?
Why can't you see?
That I'm always there for you!
Cause of you,
My heart drowns in sorrow,
Shattered into a thousand pieces,
Not knowing that,
My heart can't longer be fixed.

My heart longs for your love,
When I see you close to my friend,
My heart shatters,
Knowing she likes you too,
My heart shatters again,
Pain has now become my friend,
Darkness has filled my heart,
Sorrow has become my middle name,
Love has fallen away from my heart.

Will you ever be mine?
Will I ever be closer than before?
Will I ever be the same?
Will you be with me?
Will there be "us"?
My feelings,
My curiosity kills me.

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

My love

time passes by us....
so fast that i could't even...
notice  that our love has move on.
the love that we've just started,
was almost destroyed...
destroyed by someone we know...
and believed.

but we got through everything...
the rough and the smooth.
and by then i notice that...
i could't lose...
for i can't bear the pain,
the pain makes my heart aches.

but the worst is...
when i saw you crying,
i felt my heart being tear into pieces.

When I'm with you

A LOOK FROM YOU IS AS BLINDING AS THE SUN,
AS STUNNING AS YOUR EYES I LOSE MYSELF
IN.
A LOOK FROM YOU IS AS PURE AS THE CLEAR
BLUE SKY,
AS ISOLATING AND BINDING AS THE TIES
I'M IN,
WHEN I'M WITH YOU.

EVERY MUCH I'M NOT AROUND YOU,
I FEEL LIKE I LEFT SOMETHING BEHIND.
EVERY TIME I'M NOT LOOKING AT YOU,
I FEEL LIKE I AM BLIND.

A SMILE FROM YOU IS AS ELECTRIFYING AS
THE MOON,
AS BEAUTIFUL AS THE MOONLIGHT THAT
SHIMMERS OFF YOUR SKIN.
A SMILE FROM YOU IS AS CALMING AS THE
STARS IN THE SKY,
AS CRUELLY WONDERFUL AS THE WORLD
I'M IN,
WHEN I'M WITH YOU.

FOR YOU ARE THE STAR IN MY LIFE,
AN ANGEL IN THE SKY.
WHAT DO I HAVE TO SACRIFICE?
FOR YOU,I WOULD DIE.

I'VE TRIED BUT I CAN'T FLY,
NO USE,JUST HURTING ME MORE.
YOU'RE MY ANGEL IN THE SKY,
HERE I AM TIED TO THE FLOOR.

YOU LEAVE ME HERE,STANDING IN THE RAIN,
YOU LEAVE ME HERE,STARING AT THE SKY,
YOU LEAVE ME HERE,IN DARKNESS AND PAIN,
YOU LEAVE ME HERE,ALL ALONE TO DIE.

I'M SOAKED IN BLOOD OF SHATTERED
DREAMS,
I'M DRENCHED IN TEARS OF SILENCED
SCREAMS.
LOOKING AT THE STARS IN THE SKY,
THEY'RE LIKE SCARS,MAKING ME CRY.

FOR YOU ARE THE STAR IN MY LIFE,
YOU FELL FROM THE SKY.
WHAT I HAVE TO SACRIFICE?
FOR YOU,I DIE.

Touching my heart

making it sparkle and shine,
it almost seems alive to me,
this touches my heart.

i hear a loon cry,
all alone in the night,
her song haunts me,
this touches my heart.

i see a rose growing in a bed of sand,
struggling to survive,
it seems to cry out for help to me,
this touches my heart.

all these thing touches my heart,
but none near as much,
as when i see you smile.
sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eyes.
                                                                               anonymous

to the world you might be one person,but to one person you might be the world.
                                                                              anonymous

you being in my arms,heart by heart feels like our love would never end.
                                                                            anonymous

i love you not for what you are but what i am when i am with you.i love you not only for what you have made of yourself but for what you are making of me.i love for the part of me that you bring out.
                                                                             anonymous

boys are like stars,there are millions of them out there but only one can make your dreams come true.
                                                                             anonymous

Cry

IF YOUR BLOOD COULD GIVE ME HAPPINESS,I'D ASK FOR JUST A DROP,
IF YOUR BREATH COULD FILL MY SOUL,I'D ASK FOR JUST A WHISPER.
IF YOUR TEARS COULD SAVE MY LIFE,I'D SAY NOT A WORD FOR I WOULD RATHER DIE THAN TO SEE YOU CRY...PLEASE DON'T CRY ANY LONGER.

Monday, December 9, 2013

Just for you

WHERE EVER YOU'RE,
THERE  WILL I BE,
I WILL FOLLOW YOU TO THE END
OF THE WORLD.
I'M WILLING TO CROSS THE
OCEAN OF FIRE AND ICE,
JUST TO FIND YOU.
FOR YOU,
I RISK MY LIFE,
AND ONLY TO YOU,
I SURRENDER MY HEART.

Seven stairs of heaven

MY LOVE FOR YOU...
WILL LAST FOREVER,
THE LOVE THAT I KEEP IN MY HEART...
THE LOVE THATS SPECIAL,
SPECIAL FOR YOU...
THE LOVE WILL ALWAYS BE FOR YOU AND ONLY YOU,
FOREVER I SHALL KEEP THIS LOVE.

THE SMILE UPON YOUR FACE,
THE HAPPINESS THAT SHINE...
UPON YOUR FACE,
THE SHINING GLEAMING EYES OF YOURS,
MAKES ME FLOATING,
WAY,WAY HIGH UP...
TO SEVEN STAIRS OF HEAVEN.

BUT THE COLDESS DEPTH OF YOUR HEART...
I'VE SEEN THE SADNESS THROUGH...
YOUR SORROW EYES OF YOURS.
I FEEL THE SADNESS,
THE SORROW OF YOUR LIFE...
MAKES ME BEING PULL BY...
THE SORROWNESS.

NOT KNOWING THE PAIN...
PAIN OF YOUR LIFE,
I JUDGED YOU.
BUT NOW NO MORE,
FOR I SHALL PERISHED....
YOUR SADNESS,LONELYNESS.

SO BE SAD NO MORE,
FOR I SHALL WIPE AWAY YOUR SADNESS...
FOR I SHALL BE BY YOUR SIDE,
WHEREVER YOU GO,
TILL THE HIGHEST STAIRS OF HEAVEN,
TILL THE DEEPEST DEPTH OF HELL.

How i want to say so much,

but words cannot express,

the deep passionate love i have for

you,

your love outweights my stress.


the many nights i dreamnt about you,the many days i wonder,the many hours i prayed to god,that our love will never wander.


the precious days we spend together,the love we have is real,i don't want to be with anyone else,this is how i truly feel.
baby,you make me very happy,being with you are the happiest daysof my life.but the happiest day of all,is when you make me yours.